tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7305224601484749105.post6597193943549105933..comments2023-10-05T02:19:53.549-07:00Comments on things I know about: the way this Thing "bipolar" effects my dayDarrelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03558807311429084576noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7305224601484749105.post-13678390469091773322008-06-02T23:06:00.000-07:002008-06-02T23:06:00.000-07:00thank you thank you hugsssss... Your words here to...thank you thank you hugsssss... Your words here touch my heart. The darkness you speak of tells me you Do know how dark and how deep in that well a person can fall. Far enough to die if they dont get out somehow. our friends and or loved ones are sometimes our only reason for being here today. It is more than alone or scared or lost. It is your life... And most would run if they had to spend 5 minutes where I walk everyday... As for highs, i have learned only one thing for certain, the higher, the more euphoric the feeling... the harder the Low WILL be... <BR/> I thank you from my heart for your words concerning me. they mean more than I can convey here. They encourage me to keep writing when something inside of my cries out "Stop!!!." Thank youfor understanding. Always i am , Darrel<BR/><BR/><BR/><BR/><BR/>Woman that will love you for the person you are. A very gifted and special man. LoveDarrelhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03558807311429084576noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7305224601484749105.post-8824984993685853432008-06-02T15:41:00.000-07:002008-06-02T15:41:00.000-07:00Coming from someone who knows only too well the te...Coming from someone who knows only too well the terrors of bi polar or as it used to be called "manic depressive illness" I can only say it really is so different from a day of feeling down or not wanting to get out of bed. It is often times the darkest feeling ever. For me, when I am depressed it feels as though I am in the bottom of a very deep well with sides so slick there is nothing to hold onto to pull towards the pinpoint of light miles above your head. The highs give you the feeling you can do anything, your ideas are the best and you can't wait to share them with the world. People sell their homes and quit jobs in this state. And when you "crash" you crash hard. Darrell I think very highly of you. I think you are who you are because of, and not in spite of the illness that attacks without warning. Somewhere out there, is a Woman that will love you for the person you are. A very gifted and special man. LoveAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13178737973585191754noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7305224601484749105.post-63738404389018290482008-05-31T06:31:00.000-07:002008-05-31T06:31:00.000-07:00Thank you from my heart for your precious words he...Thank you from my heart for your precious words here, Debbie. they touch my heart and give me some peace. Today seems a bit brighter than yesterday and I pray for this all through my day. I will write today and fill my time with Sunshine, the garden, the yardwork, the writing and loved ones. Hugs to you and thank you again for your words. Always I am Darrel..........Darrelhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03558807311429084576noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7305224601484749105.post-60843016684273004062008-05-31T06:02:00.000-07:002008-05-31T06:02:00.000-07:00sorry darrel that annoymous was me, I forgot to si...sorry darrel that annoymous was me, I forgot to sign in. Heres hoping you have a better day today than you had the day before! huggies.mrsbrianhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05750548998850492464noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7305224601484749105.post-85598370390032469242008-05-31T05:55:00.000-07:002008-05-31T05:55:00.000-07:00Derrel, i just dont think most people understand w...Derrel, i just dont think most people understand what bipolar is all about.many people go thru there day with a few highs and lows, sometimes wondering from thing to thing,for most this is depression lots different than being bipolar.<BR/>As a friend I would never be offended of you speaking of your lost love,even if i had to listen a hundred times, thats what friends are all about. debbie.<BR/><BR/>I would never judge a person untill I walked a hundred miles in his shoes,so today I say to you, do what you can, feel what you must , and speak what you have to, a true friend will always be there for you thru it all.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7305224601484749105.post-17570148179527063482008-05-30T21:17:00.000-07:002008-05-30T21:17:00.000-07:00Thank you for your openness and honesty. I am not ...Thank you for your openness and honesty. I am not sure how to take it all but it is good to hear of how you feel. perhaps I over carry things in my life, I don't know. maybe none of this made anyone feel there is so much a difference from me and anyone elses day. And I guess to be truthful, it leaves me wondering a bit if I am just not as strong as others to be able to take it as just a day and go on... Thank you for reading this and for always being there to speak your heart. always, DarrelDarrelhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03558807311429084576noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7305224601484749105.post-24370830392274802792008-05-30T16:31:00.000-07:002008-05-30T16:31:00.000-07:00The difference between you and me is that you care...The difference between you and me is that you care how other people feel about how you do things. I don't care what people think as long as they don't physically get in my way or hinder me and my progress. I go along a little faster than neutral until someone gets in my way. Usually I'll give them a chance to move, if they don't, I'll move them and then they have a reason to gripe. I rarely have the serious highs and lows that you talk about that bring me to tears, but it does happen. <BR/><BR/>What I want to say is that everyone has highs and lows. We all go through days of confusion and end up doing nothing and get disappointed it everything around us. Apparently it isn't as strong as what you feelMagdalen Islandshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12685952336207093650noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7305224601484749105.post-8191222320389616512008-05-30T14:01:00.000-07:002008-05-30T14:01:00.000-07:00I'm sorry Darrel but I just don't feel neglected. ...I'm sorry Darrel but I just don't feel neglected. I'm a big girl now and I can find things to occupy my time. I can wait until you are ready to speak with me. It doesn't bore me to hear you speak about Sheila. <BR/><BR/>How many times today did I pick up the rank and put it down after only a few strokes, I can't tell. There was something else to do..., and guess what..., nothing got done here. Nothing got worked on because I wandered between projects and concentrated on nothing. <BR/><BR/>I know the animals are fed and watered, but that is it. Those days happen to everyone but more frequently with others perhaps.<BR/><BR/>I know the distraction was worse for you but I just ****ed my entire day for nothing..., I shouldn't have bothered getting out of bed.<BR/><BR/>But I'm not going to lose sleep over it..., uh uh no way no how.Magdalen Islandshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12685952336207093650noreply@blogger.com